Days 5, 6 and 7: Blah

I've been too low to blog these past three days.  And I've been dangerously close to caving and calling the ex and asking him over.  It's so sad.  I just miss him.  And I feel really lonely. And Christmas is around the corner, and the thought of spending it alone really terrifies me.  I have nothing of any worth to write about tonight.  I"ll try again tomorrow.  When will I see the positive side of being single?  Is there one, actually?  Tired.  Sleep.